Taking for granted.

I heard the most interesting comment earlier. Actually, I got this quite long ago.
People thinks that I'm this or I'm that.
I just laugh at their comments.
Wait a minute. Do you think I really care about what others think about me? Hah. You are so wrong.
Do you think that that little comment will able to take me down? Another LOL.
I actually wrote this at tumblr earlier where I think life is too short to worry about all these nonsense and unimportant people. This post is a longer version of what I had written earlier.
After so many years, I realize that people who fits will stay and people who doesn't fit the puzzle anymore will leave. It happens all the time. When a friend is not a friend anymore,  it's like putting your friends into the recycle bin, when someone thinks they suit them, they will take them away. Don't you think so?.
If you want to know, I treat people around me very well and I don't care much about people whom I don't adore. People said, relationship is about giving and taking. So, how about people who enjoyed receiving and never give?
Some people might ask  'why are you so mean?'. Do you want to know why? I realize after so many years that when I treat some people really nice and gave them more than what I can give, all I received was betrayals and people who took  me for granted. It makes me feel stupid. I'm a smart girl and I don't enjoy being stupid. I don't want to cry over people who make me sad. Then, I learnt to put on a fake mask on my face. I hide everything from everyone so that they won't hurt me anymore. People start asking 'Why you don't talk much about yourself? Why are you this or that?' Did you see the point? When I talk, you complain, when I stop talking, you complain too. Sometimes, when I wore a mask for a long period of time, I couldn't differentiate between myself and me with the mask. If you are wondering, the next time when I talk to you, perhaps you should start thinking, 'Is it the real her? or is this the mask she put on just to make you happy?' It might surprise you that after you knew me for so long, you are just looking at the cover of the book, but not the content inside.
I have had enough of these situation where I think 'Hey, I don't live for you. I live to make myself happy.' I want to throw away that damn mask. And yet, people judge.Why am I trying so hard to please you/anyone in this world? Then, I told myself not to give so much and stay far away to prevent the same thing from happening again. I hate it when people are taking me for granted and took everything away from me. I stop giving. The incident today has reminded me about the same f. situation. I remember how hard I tried not to get hurt. I want to be happy. I remember my friend once told me 'When people start taking you for granted, treat them like business. They will only get what they paid for.'
I don't care what you think of me because I have more important things/people to care of. Those little comment of yours doesn't matter. Life is too short.
Oh wait, before you comment, have a good look at yourself. If you are no better than me/worst than me, please do something first before you start commenting on others. Oh wait. Are you calling/telling someone that 'You know what? She wrote this post about......' Gotcha!  Have a good look at yourself before talking about others. Karma is a bitch, don't you think so? =)

 p/s: If someone is taking you for granted, leave them. You deserve better  =)

The worst customer service.

I'm thinking if I should blog about this.
And now I'm going to write and post it up at innit.
My Philipine intern who is suppose to come tomorrow emailed me and told me if I can help her to check whether the her flight tomorrow to Malaysia will be cancel or not since there will be typhoon in Philipines tonight.
She told me that Air Asia do not have any land lines/office in Philipines. So, she couldn't call them.
Hence, I called the customer service in Malaysia. They have the worst service ever as the operator nag a lot. They don't get to the main point like others customer service do. It took 5 minutes for me to get to the operator and the best part is when they replied me with "Sorry, our customer service operator is busy. Please try again later".
I've called for 6 times and spent 30 minutes and eventually got nothing. Oh man, they seriously need to do something about it especially when they call themself "best low-cost airline"

What should I do ?

There's this girl here. Let's name her "A".
This girl "A" have some issues with her roommate.
She complained about her roommate a LOT ! She can just go to your room and tell you about her issues, how pity she is, how her roommate treat her , this and that. (yeah..she started telling us story since our second week in ukm.)
However, we listened to her problem but the problem she keeps talking about the same problem over and over again. We gave her the same advice over and over again and yet she is not satisfied with it. We've been listening to her problem for 2 months ?
Since she was not happy with her roommate, she sent in a letter to the management last week so that she can get a new roommate. The management offered her a roommate but this new roommate is worst.
Why do I say so ? She's that kind of person who is afraid of cold and she never switch on the fan. The new "roommate" told A that she used to study till 3am in the morning everyday with radio on.A is very smart in the sense that she went to see her new roommate before she change her room.
Since A is in dilemma now, she went and consult everybody. There's this girl (B)who kena caught and she had to listen to A's problem for 2 hours. After that, B went to her friend's room to ask something and A came. B couldn't leave her friend's room and she wasted another 2 hours there.
My roommate saw A near the stairs a few days ago and she consulted my roommate too and the she came to my room. She knocked on my door but my sixth sense told me not to open the door. My roommate and I kept quiet and we continue finish our undone assignments.
I seriously don't mind listen to her but she keep telling me the same grandmother story every time. I've heard her complaint for 4853485034 times and I seriously have had enough of it. Everybody has a limit.
Worst still, she got this "siu je" manner. She won't talk to you if what you have said offended her. Come on la..When we tell her the truth, she show us the very "bo song" face.
For example,
"I can't stand my roommate. She switched on the table light(the small one which I guess you all have seen it before) when she sleeps."
"You can use the eye mask to cover your eyes right?"
"cannot la..I have sensitive!"

"I cannot study when my roommate is playing computer games."
"Ohhh..maybe you can study in the library."
"huh ? cannot lar..I can't eat and drink as I like in the library..."
"..........................."

See..get my point ? I really don't know how to face her. She kept bugging me yesterday because she wanted me to listen to her. I rejected her. I know that I mean but who knows she will stay at my room for how long. My roommate and I need to study for our exam and we really don't have much time to layan her.

If you are wondering what I'm writing this post, I need you all to vote in the blue box. What should I do? If I tell her off, I'm sure that she will go around and tell the whole world that I bully her, this and that. Remember what she did when she's not happy with her roommate ?

"suay" betul

I woke up with a sudden cramp(damn pain,k ?) in my stomach.
I called mami to tell her that I can't go to work today. awww..I'm suppose to get my pay TODAY !
Then, I went to the doctor and she told me that I had gastric. suay right ? I'm so going to blame someone for this !
sore throat, flu, fever and gastric...all in a week !

random 15

When I first look at the question ...
"okay..its piramid !"
Then,
"no..it should be graf garis "
After that,
"kompaun la.."

arrrrgggggghhhh !! This is the first time and the last time !
yeah..you may wonder why am I so stupid ? I'm asking myself the same question tooooo !!!!!!

suay betul

I woke up quite early this morning..after mandi, I beria-ria want go out for breakfast then join jia at library..
But, I need a house key to get out of my house right ?I searched up and down for it and I tak dapat cari.suay betul..
After 15 mins, I found 1 key and I tried it..
"eh? tak boleh pakai one "
Then, I tried my luck again(after 15 mins) and I managed to open the gate with the key..cacated betul..I put my stuff in the car and I start the car engine..
"eh, why the car engine is not working?"I saw the battery sign on my dashboard
I tried for so many times and I gave up..I called my dad and he asked me to wake for the mechanic to come..I was so geram and I went online while waitng for him..He came around 9:20am and he started the car engine..whaatt ??? the car is afraid of "doctor" is it ?He told me it is safe to use the car and he gave me his name card in case anything happen..sigh..memang malang la..

**I will blog about my trip soon...

牢骚

上了中六,
我失去了自由...
生活烦燥枯萎...
毫无乐趣..
同时,
我当上了教育的奴隶...
整天只把时间放在书上..
好不无聊....
我真的好想抛弃一切包袱...
争取自由的生活..
可笑的是,
我为了追电视剧
竟然把睡眠时间给牺牲了 !
精神差的不得了...
有好几次竟然在上化学课时睡着了..
我的成绩也逐渐变差了...
我,
开始讨厌这一切..不属于我的生活...