It had been a long time

I'm sitting here alone at my living room in Seremban.

Last 2 week had been a dramatic week.

Lots of incident happened and I do not know how to put them into words.

I felt worn out.

I had been through an emotional rollercoaster in two weeks time.

I'm trying to give myself a piece of mind and yet there's a lot need to be taken care of.

It will be difficult week tomorrow.

I hope everything ends well on thursday.

:)

random 29

Being a leader is hard.

But to make your member understand you is even harder.

random 27

We used to be able to talk about everything

but now it is impossible to even start a

decent conversation with you.

Let me fall

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Originally uploaded by iuhnix

I started my study week last week but damn fail.

I'm doing SPM style for my final exam this semester because I have 10 subjects for final exam. Woohooo..It's not like I'm kiasu and I want to clear my units asap. I was forced to take 10 subjects and I have 4 paper in the first week, 3 paper on the 2nd week and another 3 on the third week. FML

Sis dragged me to karaoke session and sushi bonanza because she need to release her stress last tuesday.

Then, I went back to UKM last wed and thursday.

Awesome food during deepavali. Told you that I celebrate deepavali right ? My friend asked me to join them for MOS 1st Aniversary last fri. My answer was "I'm sorry because I'm celebrating Deepavali" hahaha.. Who can resist the nice food and cakes ?

Mich said that she love my blog because she knows what I'm doing all this while from the updates. But, I don't know what happen to you girl. =P

I agree to what caryn posted recently about the MSN thingy. Can't help but to agree with her. Caryn, I know someone is apprearing offline all these while. hahaha..

I love spending my study week at home because I can watch tv show when I'm bored. And there goes my sunday evening and monday night. =D

I have lots of friend celebrating their birthday this month. Ditched many birthday celebration as well. Oh yeah..Happy 21st birthday May Lyn!

I had miserable conversation today when I call to Indonesia this morning. I doubt if it is mine problem or his level of understanding. It really gets me on my nerves. grrrrrr..

If you guys dont see me updating my blog right, you can read my plurks on the left tab because I update it very often. =)

p/s: please click on the dutch lady advertisement if you see them.
pp/s: can I not study today ?let me fall let me fall

I just wanna be alone tonight
I just wanna take a little breather
Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I’m seein myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought id say
I’m fine
Without you....

What's your sleeping position ?

Dear all,
I need your help.
Please choose your sleeping style at the poll on your left hand side or you can choose to leave a comment.
I need to do a survey for my individual presentation.
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Hey ! Hey !

Do you miss me ?

I'm very very very busy since the new semester started !

First, there's kawad training, relay,mock disaster and theory.
It was like the re-run of my secondary school life.
It reminds me a lot about our days in ACS.
The only difference is I need to be in the kawad team, first-aid team and the IHL team at one time.
Oh gawd! I can hardly online now. *sob*
Sleeping at 2am and wake up at 8am in the morning is not something to be proud of okay ? Luckily, the nightmare is going to end SOON, that is next weekend !
But,I have to skip next weekend's gathering. :(
When it comes to kawad, I miss my old teammates - Beatrice, Caryn, Man Yee, Shu Kien and Kai Jia.
The punishments and practices that we had together is unforgetable.
Guess what ? I'm the commander ! hahhaaa..funny right ?
Memang O.M.G sangat !!
After the competition, I got to help out during my college's carnival which is the weekend after the one week holiday.
Crap! I can't go back to Sban even thought its CNY !
So, you guys must must must attend the "lou sang" gathering!

If I get through the interview, I will be even buzier.
Interview ?What interview?
I will elaborate more if I get through. *wink*

Yayaaa..Not forgetting our college's annual dinner during March.
I'm going to MIA from Sban soon. Wait, I'm already MIA from Sban what !

p/s : Who told Mr.Yap that I have a bf ?
Who is the one who called me at 2am ? It's a private number.
Who is the one who send me weird message from Indonesia ?

Till then, love =)

Recession ?

Recession ?

What is recession ?

I guess most of the Malaysian haven't sense the economy crisis YET.

People are always redrawing money from the ATM machine no matter when you go especially at shopping malls when there's sales carnival.

Sigh..

In this country,

They will never "sediakan payung sebelum hujan", but "cari payung semasa hujan".

Hohooo..We shall sit back and watch what happen next.

thunder

Everytime I wanna talk,you just walked away.
I wonder why you have such ability to make me breakdown easily in a sec?
From anxious,happily,frustrated to emo,you made me realize that I have the potential to be an oscar actress.
I wanna find a way out.
Maybe telling myself that you are a dream that never comes true is the best.

My new lunch partner

I was having my lunch at the cafe two days ago and this annoying cat jumped to the table and sat next to me. It was "meow-ing" at me for a several times. I noticed that it was aiming at the fish which is on my plate. I asked the cat to wait patiently. Mana tau it became aggressive and it moved nearer to my plate. I gave up as I threw the fish bone to the empty plate in front of me. The cat was very happy to get it's fish bone. This is so unfair. Cats are getting more aggressive than men.

I need your help !

Snap any picture related to social problem related to teenagers in Malaysia. For example, smoking, lepak and etc etc. Thanks !! E-mail the pictures to me,k? Thanks a lottt !! Email me at iuhnix@gmail.com

random23

There’s one lesson I learnt here

If a person is good looking,

Instead of having a heart of gold

He/she will have the most poisonous heart in the world

Never judge a book by its cover

You should judge the book by its content

What's the meaning of pabome ?

I'm bored and I got nothing to do.
I was reading my message history with Mr.Want-to-know-it-all.
Apparently, he analyse the meaning of pabome for me, which is so not true.

apa tu pabome ?
emobap
emobap ?
emo- babi - pabome
then pabome = emobap
so .. itz a very very name
pa bo me
pa = scared
bo = no
me = ME !
scared no me
no lar
aikssss
tats hokkien
oo
means what ?
pabome means what in hokkien ? =( tell larrr
not hokkien la..
hakka !
pa = papa
bo = bobo
me = meme
papabobomeme
APATU >>....
tell lar ...

I wonder if Mr.Want-to-know-it-all still remember about this.
awwww..I miss msn with him nowadays. I had so much fun torturingtalking to him.
p/s: What's the meaning of pabome ? It will remain as mystery. hehehee..

爱 是 无 需 理 由 的
爱 是 不 合 逻 辑 的
爱 是 无 条 件 的
爱 是 一 种 责 任
有 爱 的 人 会 活 在 幸 福 里
失 去 爱 的 人 会 积 极 的 挽 回 失 去 的 感 情
没 有 爱 的 人 在 期 盼 爱 情 到 来
背 叛 爱 情 的 人 不 能 得 到 宽 恕
玩 弄 爱 情 的 人 不 会 了 解 埃 爱真 正 的 意 义
爱 是 什 么?
它 需 要 您 慢 慢 地 体 验, 慢 慢 地 感 受
慢 慢 地 了 解
一 段 爱 情 是 需 要 双 方 面 的 付 出
爱 情 一 旦 失 去 了 平 衡 点
换 句 话 说, 当 一 方 面 付 出 得 过 多 时
那 一 方 会 吃 亏, 而 另 一 方 会 把 这 享 受 换 成 利 用
他 不 会 珍 惜 另 一 方 所 做 的 一 切
因 为 对 他 来 说, 那 已 是 理 所 当 然
爱 情 可 以 把 人 置 身 在 天 堂
也 可 以 在 一 瞬 间 把 人 推 向 地 狱
谁 说 爱 很 简 单?
谁 说 爱 是 无 条 件 的?
爱 情 是 无 色 无 味 的 杀 人 凶 手
爱 情 是 讲 求 信 任 的
没 有 信 任 的 爱 根 本 不 是 爱
爱 情 需 要 坦 白
欺 骗 会 伤 害 爱 情
不 尊 敬 爱 情 的 人 没 有 资 格 享 受 爱
他 们 只 会 糟 蹋 爱 情

I have "good" friends.

I was chatting with poow and cwh in a chatroom yesterday night. Oh yeah, he changed his blog link already. click here.

以然是朋友 : ok
以然是朋友 : now we vote
以然是朋友 : who say xin hui plan, say yes
以然是朋友 : YES
Wai Hong : YES
以然是朋友 :ok
以然是朋友 : 2vs1
以然是朋友 : win
以然是朋友 : xin hui plan
以然是朋友 : haha
Wai Hong :good
iuhnix :eh
iuhnix :there's only 3 of us here
iuhnix :so unfair man

他 和 她

这 是 他 和 她 的 故 事

他 和 她 在 街 上 偶 然 遇 上
他 俩 在 机 缘 下 认 识 了 对 方
他,
就 像 她 的 男 性 版 本
他 们 的 共 同 点 太 多 了
起 初 她 感 到 很 惊 讶
但 是, 久 了习 惯 就 好..
他,
在 她 遇 到 困 难 时 及 时 出 现
他,
在 她 情 绪 化 的 时 候 开 解 她
他,
是 她 心 灵 上 的 解 药
她,
很 庆 幸 自 己认 识 了 他
她,
很 感 激 他 所 做 的 一 切
每 当 她 对 他 说” 谢 谢” 时,
他 总 是 笑 着 对 她 说,
“this is what friends for”
他 们 深 深 地 相 信 他 们 的 友 谊 是 永 远 的
他 们 会 随 时 随 地 地 为 对 方 伸 出 友 情 之 手
这 是 他 们 之 间 的 承 诺

V Day

Happy Valentine Day everyone ! It's Single Awareness Day too..
*ahem* I remembered someone told me that he will find a girlfriend by 14/02/2008 *ahem*

In case you didn't read the newspaper, this guy named David Tan spent RM 40,000 on setting up a billboard near Damansara just to propose to his girlfriend..Is he romantic or is he mad ?

come back to me,please !

We have been together for 15 months

You lefted me one week ago *sigh*

Today, I realised that I miss you very much !

I wanted to ask..

How are you now ?

When are you coming back ?

aaarrgggghhh..my life is so dull without you!

You accompanied me when I was happy and sad

You were everything to me..

I hope you can wake me up early in the morning by singing "I don't love you" again...

Can you please come back to me ?

please...don't leave me again...

I miss you very bery much !

my darling N80

I'm grounded =(

booooo ~
Stpm is only four weeks away and thats equivalent to 28 days !
I'm officially grounded for 4 weeks !
that means
no more lepak around..
no more outing..
no pool..
no karaoke..
no more yam cha..
ggggrrrrr ~ I wish I can stop the time now..

Pre-Merdeka postt

This is why Malaysia rockss...

• When you have Pamela Anderson, we have Petronas Twin Tower.
• When you have Manchester city, we have Siti Nurhaliza.
• When you have Spiderman, we have cicakman.
• When you have Pirates of the Caribbean, we have pirated vcd at Jalan Alor.

I got this from hitz.fm...Haapppy birrthhday Malaaysssiiaaaa ~

Errrmmm...and the japanese are here now...I dunno who is coming...and stpm trial is next weeekk !!!